Tag: Depression

Hating a Ghost

I slowly strangled the life out of him. Took all the happiness and strength from him. turned all his achievements into trauma. Which I had to do

Getting Back on My Feet

Cynicism and Familial Relations.

I’m the last member of my family alive. I was the first to die.

Discussing Anxiety with Isabelle Evans.

I just need to get up and motivate myself and it’s so hard when it’s just an anxious voice in your head but I will get a hold of myself and get my life together, that’s the plan.

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My First Day in the Hospital

I awake early and look over my bags. I packed last night, but I have no idea whether I’ve even brought the right stuff. I’ve never stayed in a hospital before. I’ve never known anyone who was in a psych ward. Sitting on my bed, I have a few silent tears. My room is a complete mess. It hasn’t been cleaned in weeks. There … Read More My First Day in the Hospital

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Forgiving the People Who Let Me Down When I Was in the Hospital

There are so many people who let me down when I was in the hospital. More than I ever could have imagined there’d be. Being honest, I’m quite bitter about it. But I need to let go of that bitterness. One thing I never wanted to be was bitter. I’ve always believed that bitterness halts you. It keeps you in a moment that’s already … Read More Forgiving the People Who Let Me Down When I Was in the Hospital

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An Empathetic Gesture.

She’ll probably forever be in my thoughts as a person whose small action eased my burden a tiny bit.

A Night Out From Hell

A night out I really shouldn’t have attended.

Reasons I’m Not Grateful for my Mental Illness

Depression and anorexia don’t just make you sad and hungry. They affect almost every aspect of your life. 

Reasons I’m Grateful for my Mental Illness.

There are so many reasons that I’m not grateful for my mental illness. I’ll be writing about those soon, but I thought I’d start with the positives.

Dark Times

These dark times began when I fell in love and lost my friends.

The Alfie Diaries-Comfort

I never doubted his love for me, or for the rest of my family, but I think we always had something of a special bond.